Life can surely be surprising sometimes..

There are times that you feel like you have everything under control and times when you feel like you are barely hanging on..

I hate to admit that, but right now I feel like I am barely hanging on..

I have tremendous faith in God for all things, and patience is on my side but there are times that I really feel like my struggle will not end. I long for Heaven so that I will not have to struggle. I know my reward is in Heaven, but my right now is HARD.

I will not give up on this fight which is my life, but I certainly do enjoy the times that I have ease. Peace. Quiet. Being.

As a Christian that knows that I need Jesus daily, I ask you my friends to whisper a prayer for me so that I can hang on. I realize that the situation I am in is real trouble, not the nonsense given us by the world. This is a spiritual issue that needs attention. I guess I just hope that someone prays for me like I pray for them. We all need it.

Life was never promised to be easy or to go our way, but it does seem like others have it better. That is all in the perspective. How we see or interpret things. Join me in praying in this Advent season for someone else, and praying that God will provide for them. Prayer is what we need to do to fix things.

I am at a loss for words to pray for myself. I ask for forgiveness, peace, guidance, understanding, and love. What else should I be praying for? If you have any ideas please let me know. I need help.

In prayer for you, my friends

Dina